We also took family pictures in early December. That was hard, but I am happy with them. Every new thing, everything that we have to do different or find a new way to do something so that it is still feels like "us" continues to be exhausting and painful.
I encourage you to click on this link, Different Kind of Christmas, and listen to the song. I know I am not the only one that will be touched by it.
A Different Kind of Christmas by Mark Schultz
Snow is falling Christmas Eve
Lights are coming on up and down the street
The sound of carols fills the air
And people rushing home, families everywhere
Putting candles in the windows
Lights upon the tree
But there's no laughter in this house
Not like there used to be
There's just a million little memories
That remind me you're not here
It's just a different kind of Christmas this year
In the evening fires glow
Dancing underneath the mistletoe
A letter left from Santa Claus
Won't be the same this year in this house because
There's one less place set at the table
One less gift under the tree
And a brand new way to take their place inside of me
I'm unwrapping all these memories
Fighting back the tears
It's just a different kind of Christmas this year
There's voices in the driveway
Families right outside the door
And we'll try to make this Christmas like the ones we've had before
As we gather round the table, I see joy on every face
And I realize what's still alive is the legacy you made
It's time to put the candles in the windows, the lights upon the tree
It's time to fill this house with laughter like it used to be
Just because you're up in heaven, doesn't mean you're not near
It's just a different kind of Christmas
It's just a different kind of Christmas this year
Thank you for you blog and continuing to share your story. I met another counselor over the holidays who reads it regularly and shares our gratitude for it. I look forward to sharing her story with you. You remain in our prayers as we move into a new year. Hayden
ReplyDeleteBrandon is getting so big! And how handsome is he, plus, he seems to look more like Amanda now. Love the family pics and how you share your love, grief and ever-triumphant faith with the world. Thanks for being a shining light in this world.
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