I Corinthians 12:24-27

But God has put the body together.... that its parts should have equal concern for each other. If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.

Now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it.

Saturday, September 14, 2013

Saturday at the River

We are still enjoying our time here at the river.  Today, MawMaw and PaPa Watson came out and brought our Waco nephews. Aunt Lindsey and the Killeen cousins also came.

The only thing that seems to give Amanda some energy these past few days has been getting to drive the four wheelers (I totally understand that!) and seeing her younger cousins.  Thankful for another fun day today, family and more great pictures to share!

I took Aunt Lindsey and Abby on a little tour of the place this morning
Grilling up some hot dogs- yummy!
Brandon and Papa Watson ready to ride
Uncle Tom and Grayson 
Love the kids faces when they ride!
Amanda showed MawMaw Watson around
Abby's favorite four wheeler to ride is the red one
Abby waiting patiently with PaPa to fish
 
Nothing like feet in a cool river on a hot day
Jem didn't swim, but was happy and content in the shade
The request to "Hold Me" in a sweet toddler's voice can never be denied....

Grayson rushing to rescue Abby's float away flip-flop
Joseph didn't want to get wet, but he looked like he was having fun!



"Abby, we are about to leave, don't get too wet." 





  As we end the day with just the four of us, I think it is safe to say that it has been an unforgettable anniversary weekend for Thomas and I.  I don't have the words to explain how thankful I am that God has blessed me with this man.  I can't imagine walking through this life without him.



Friday, September 13, 2013

Day Five - All Done!


All done!  I am so thankful that tonight was Amanda's final dose.

Most of her week has been like today.  She hasn't felt up to being out of bed much.   She has tried a few times to get out and have some fun, but it wouldn't take long before she started to feel bad and would have to go back to bed.

Over the past two days, we have enjoyed having some family out and Amanda would get up to spend a little bit of time with them.  So when she would get out, I took plenty of pictures!    Tonight the boys are at a lock-in at our church so Amanda and I are enjoying some girl time at the camp site.

We have a few more days to enjoy this beautiful place, and I'm hoping that Amanda will start to feel a little better before we leave.

Brandon and PaPa Smith
Oh yes, Brandon drove PaPa around!
Amanda drove MawMaw Smith around

A beautiful day for some fishing
Frog hunting!








Some serious S'mores making going on....


This was a sweet way to end the night!




Thursday, September 12, 2013

Day Four

So happy to see Amanda perk up enough tonight to ride the four wheeler after the day she has had. While there has been nothing extreme, she has felt bad all day. While that is to be expected considering the medication she is taking, watching her just sit there feeling miserable is so hard on me.

Trying to stay focused on the positive, she is still eating and drinking well.  I think after that first treatment cycle, I will never take for granted those simple things.  Please pray that as we go through these next few days that are usually the most difficult of chemo, she will have a peaceful spirit despite whatever her physical state may be.  Please pray that for me also?  Pray that I will be able to stay at peace for the both of us.  I can physically feel the effects of how tense I have been this past week or so and the last thing I need is for me to come down with something because I am worn out!

Tonight is her fourth dose, and I am thrilled to be nearing the end of this cycle. Getting her through this rocky week and a half of chemo will be a huge relief.   Our next scheduled appointment is not until Monday which is a change from last cycle where we had three appointments over a week and half time frame while she was taking chemo.  I think that is an improvement!

The kindness from friends over the past week has been extremely meaningful to me.  The phone calls, gestures of love, words of encouragement and messages of support have truly lifted my spirits. Thank you.

So here we are, on our river get-away.  This little get-away has come at a perfect time for me.   The change of scenery of being in the peacefulness of God's creation with my family has already been refreshing.

Here's to three days of relaxation and relishing in the company of my family as I focus on God's many blessings in my life. 

The following is a portion from the devotion, "40 Day Journey with Dietrich Bonhoeffer"

Psalm 25:4-5
Make me to know your ways, O Lord;
   teach me your paths.
Lead me in your truth, and teach me,
   for you are the God of my salvation;
   for you I wait all day long.

Lord Jesus, only you know where my path will lead, but I trust that, even if I do not know either the way or the destination, you are with me and before me, and I follow you with joy.
Amen!

The first ride of the evening - even Ginger tagged along.

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Day Two - well, technically Day Three

Technically, Amanda took her third dose of chemo tonight.  My post title says day two because of the timing of her medications and when we start to see the effects of the mediation.  Without wanting to confuse anyone, I'll try to explain.  The first day, which was Monday, she is given her IV medication at the clinic and then she takes chemo medication orally at home before bed.  So Tuesday, my post said day one because that is when we start to see how the medication makes her feel, but it was actually day two of her medication. She takes a total of five days of oral chemo medication here at home.  So from here on out, these last few days are usually the roughest for her.  I would like to ask for prayers that she will continue to tolerate the medication well and that she will not feel any worse over the next few days.

As we continue into her treatment plan, I get the impression that we should expect each round to be a little harder on her body. Even though we are managing the symptoms well with additional medications, her body is still going through a battle and that battle will take it's toll on her.  So seeing as how we are in round three with nine more to go, it definitely makes me constantly check myself on my anxiety level when I think about possibilities.  Again, it is a constant reminder to just take it day by day and not to borrow trouble.

Last night Amanda did not sleep soundly.  She had some discomfort and I couldn't find the medication I was looking for, so she went back to sleep saying that was the best remedy. (That's my girl!) From that point on, she just tossed and turned, so I was on high alert all night.  This morning, however, I was able to find the medication with no trouble at all.  I felt terrible!  She just laughed at me and said, "Mom, it was dark - you had a hard time seeing things."  Sweet girl.  So after a late start to our day, she continued to take it very easy throughout the morning with her eyes set on one goal - ROCK. 

She wasn't feeling well this afternoon, and by the time we had arrived at the stables, she was so worked up over how she felt, she was afraid to stay.  Ms. Judy, Amanda's amazing physical therapist at ROCK, convinced her to just go out and try it for a short time, and if she still felt bad, we could go home.  It took one touch of Piggy and she was hooked.  Bright eyes and all smiles, she kept giving me the "Phil Robertson" thumbs up as she rode by.  I'll admit it, I shed a few tears seeing her on the horse and looking so happy. 

It was very interesting to watch the class.  I knew that they would do physical therapy on horseback, but actually seeing it happen was pretty cool.  The craziest thing they did was called "around the world" where they would actually turn around in the saddle in a complete circle while the horse was moving.  There are some pictures below showing Amanda riding backwards!  They had no reigns today, so they held on to the saddle blanket if need be, but she did great.  Miss Piggy is a smaller horse, and Amanda has long legs, so it was a little comical watching her try to swing her legs around without hitting Piggy in the head.  She was also wearing shorts that were slippery so that added to the difficulty.  The good thing is that since Piggy is smaller, Amanda wouldn't have far to fall!  Amanda will have another physical therapist walking next to her at each lesson, who also happens to be a nurse, to assist and evaluate her as she is on the horse and be another set of eyes for Judy on how Amanda is tolerating everything.   I love that.

All too soon for Amanda, class time was up.  She helped remove the saddle and brush Miss Piggy to wrap up her day.  She ended up doing a good workout today!  Another great perk is that we finally got to see the mustang named Freedom they have from the Mustang Make Over Challenge.  I recommend seeing the documentary called "Wild Horse, Wild Ride" if you haven't seen it.  It follows trainers that take wild mustangs and they have 100 days to train them and then take the horse to compete in Ft. Worth where they will be auctioned off at the end of the competition.   Pretty amazing stuff.  So we have been looking forward to meeting one of those mustangs and today was our day.

Tonight, Tom and Brandon are on the Logic School Retreat with Grace, so Amanda and I picked up the tents from the school and met up with the group to drop them off.  We didn't hang around too long, it had already been a long afternoon, but it looked like everyone was having a great time. As we headed home, Amanda was quickly fading from her long afternoon and ready to collapse.  After a quick bath and a short movie, it didn't take her long to fall asleep tonight. 

I am thankful for today.  I'm praying for a good night's sleep tonight and that she will have a good day tomorrow as we prepare to head out of town for our little get away.

Philippians 4:4
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!

Here we go! Amanda and Miss Piggy
And they started right away with arm stretches
Yes - she is riding backward!

Amazing balance and core work for her.
Amanda has a great classmate - Tess.  They are the same age and seemed to hit it off.
The beautiful outdoor trail

Working that upper body!
Now, finishing up the day by removing the saddle....
......literally!
Amanda and Miss Piggy - a beautiful pair.
To end the day - popsicles for everyone.